最难忘的一天~~

30 / 09 /2010

这一天。。我永远都会记得的~
不仅是一个不幸的意外发生在一个浪漫的场面~~~也是
很多事情都在这一天发生。。


好好的一个场面能搞成这样。。
真叫人心寒。。
也同样在这天。。给不熟的人碰到 。。
真是倒霉。。

最让我心疼得是。。。原本好好的一段感情。。。为什么会变成这样？
为什么在我最弱的时候发生这样的事情。。
一句话可以伤很多人，

俩年了~~不是说忘记就可以忘记的事~

所有的回忆，开心的，伤心的，甜蜜的，都一直在脑海里旋转。
很讨厌我自己的矛盾，作了决定为什么还有不舍的心情？
为什么？是因为他已深深地埋在心里呢？所以不舍的心情现在忍不住冒出来？
他已经说了，没未来了，自己也做了自己要的选择。为什么就是。。。那么的不听话？
他要的东西，往往你是给不到他的。

俩年来。。这样的情景也不知发生一次了，每次都那么心软。。也是在同一个人身上。
朋友都很羡慕我们能够维持这样久。。可是很多事情发生朋友都不知道的。。
很苦的感觉。。都试过了。。真的好像他所说的每个男生都是一样的吗？
朋友也遇到一样的情景。。女生都是想追求着爱她的男生。。这样简单的道理
为什么一些男生都不知道。。现在的心情，谁能体谅？

朋友，我们一起加油吧。。我也在努力着。。。感情生活真的太乱了。。读书生活比较实际。。
真爱难找。。别靠男生。。靠自己比较好。。因为自己对自己没比他们对我们的来的残忍。。我已累了。。怕了。。只希望他能过得比以前更好。。比以前幸福。。就可以了。。

18 year old !!! unforgotable birthday night...SAD

19/05 was my birthday ...i hope i can try to make my family happy especially my dad and i wish i can celebrate with my family during that night....this is my birthday wishes...just simple..that's all...
yeah...my birthday wishes was did...it really did...(this is my thought at the first ...actually not) i had recieved alot of my friends.relatives, siblings 's wishes..it make me feel better...and one more..i had recieved a present when the day started my birth ...a present although not so expensive...but it meaningful enough...i very like it ...a very grateful thx to u...my friend..papaya...is really a great present..haha..it make me smile...make me happy

BUT...

when i came back home from college...
the unhappy thing was happened...i was argue with my dad...due to a very little misunderstanding...may be he already forget i was birthday girl that day...just accidently i was miss his phone...just a little thing...i just came back late abit only...i know recently ur mood are very down...but i already try my best to make u happy...but it doesn't work ...and we don't know what the reason can make ur mood can down until like that...and i do not know what had happen to u...what's going on? when we ask u...u just ignore....when we concern about u...u just angry on it...why huh????

just came late little bit ...just miss out ur phone only ...why u get the most angry on it.? what's wrong with u? i already explain it the reason ..it is traffic jam...and i was carried ur precious ' daughter'..how could i receive ur phone..?...and...i'm not going home by bus or stranger...i was going home with my mom ...ur wife la..then..what 's problem are u argue about it? about ur precious 'daughter' is it? why u wanna scold me as.........? is really heart pain u know?
luckly .my mom was there...she help me....and concern me...mom..thanks alot ...u are my saviour..i love u mom...may be u 're right...he just simply said only...hope he is...haiz...

this is the first time i had experienced it...which is daylight + happy, at night + sad
the first time no cake o celebration no happiness during my birthday night..
all i hv is...sad..down mood..dissapointed...tears....those unhappy thing which is celebrate me during the night....
~~GOD BLESS ME~~

New life in college!!!

Time wait for no men...orientation week already passed...so fast....
college life -just hv a word to say...that is 'freedom'...damn freedom man..
independent,self learning,responsible...etc...all must be there...must learn!!!
that's a lot of society ,club, sport can choose...wow...happy^^a lot of society, club, sport i hv interested...but can't choose more...have time limited..haiz..if not....totally more of them i will join...hehe

COLLEGE LIFE ( such as mature life)-no more parents direction...no more teacher advising...no more school simple homework...no more copy ad paste...no more copy notes from black board..and no more serius discilpine...no more childish things..etc.
totally different from primary school and secondary school..
all there hv is.-alot of assigment hv to do, tutorial classes, lectuarer speaking, although freedom 100% but stress enough..haha...a lot of thing want to solve it by ourself...takes notes, e-learning.,etc..
the most important thing is...hv to improve our english speaking/english writing...
no english = no study
no study = no college life
ENGLISH!!!..u better wait for me..i will get better and better on u...haha...i will get u...^^

miss secondary school life...miss all my old friend...
hahaha....but...nvm...make new friend...
my dear friends....come let us enjoy college life with me ya...love u alll...gambateh^^

LOVE U TARC^^

我回来了。。。

对不起哦朋友们。。我好像在这里失踪了三个多月了
不好意识，因为太忙了。。。我还是回来了咯。哈哈
这三个月里发生了很多事情，悲伤，痛苦，快乐，幸福都有。
可以说是酸甜苦辣都在这三个多月试过了，不过，很开心的是我现在过得不错了。XD

现在才发现到感情有问题原来是酱复杂的，如果感情有信任，互相忍让， 互相凉解，互相尊重，互相关怀，最重要的是有感觉，那一定是世上最幸福的感情了， 若感情缺少了以上一些东西， 那感情世界就会开始有了破裂，尤其是感情里没感觉，那就根本不算是什么感情了。很多情侣会分开多数是因为他们没有感觉了。
所以，在幸福中的朋友们。。你们是最幸福的，保持你们心中的那把火吧。。^^
朋友，真得谢谢你们和我分享了你们的感情世界的问题那么多，我越来越了解了，谢谢你们哦。。
你们也一起加油吧，我一定会支持你们！！！gambateh XD
也欢迎你们continue来和我分享你们的事情噢。

The last day of 2009!!!

today is the last day of 2009...also the last year for me to become a student in school...after today, i will began my new life as a mature person ...a 18 year old girl...not more childish thing for me...i would like to be independent next year...haiz...good bye 2009...i will miss you always^^

Money...money...money!!!

I was free recently..just stay at home..help my mom doing housework...learn how to baked cake..that's all...but....when i think clearly ..actually i have a lot of thing that i would like to do , just one thing is missing ...that is MONEY!!!

Money


Driving course...study in college...buy birthday present to my friend...and etc...all thing also have to use money...i can't find out a thing that use without money...my mom is pressuring me to find a job during this month...finally..i realize that finding a job is almost hard...i don't know where i apply for one..all i have now is that word NO MONEY NO TALK!!!

Christmas days...

Merry Christmas to everyone..my dear friends...relatives..haha..
I'm feel very happy today coz got a lot of present from my dearest relatives..
haha..thx for you all...i will very appreciate it...maybe i won't get present after five or six year...
today is the day i help my cousin Shirleen to created her blog at my house as well..
it is so fast ..now was at the end of Christmas..haiz...
hope we will still gathering in Christmas Day next year...
i would like to thanks Tiffany as well..to halp me to "renew" my blog...haha
very thanks^^
haha...tired already...don't know what to write what..no point..
anyway...good night^^have a nice dream...haha <3